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MorganEugeneTackett

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I don’t know how much more I can take
Posted : 15 Sep, 2025 08:33 PM

I just feel like giving up. I don’t belong in this world. I wish I could take myself out of it. It’s not like anyone would miss me if I did. Why doesn’t God allow me to die?

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Posted : 17 Sep, 2025 05:19 AM

As bad as my life is I should want to take it. But surprising even to myself I don't. But I do pray that when my time comes it's as quick and as painless as possible. But until then I will keep plugging along.

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Posted : 17 Sep, 2025 06:11 AM

KEEP ON TRUCKIN'

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Posted : 17 Sep, 2025 07:59 AM

Just wanna add to Morgan, as well as myself (because I fight the same battle of despair).

If I can’t handle my personal every day battles, then, how will I cope with persecutions when they come—and they most certainly come with obedience.

How will I handle the constant threat of abuse and violence like the many Christians suffering persecution and death like Charlie Kirk. We are called, like the apostles and Jesus, to suffering.

The following verse, and others like it, yanked me from my bed of despair and self pity

Jeremiah 12:5 “If you have raced with men on foot and they have worn you out, how can you compete with horses? If you stumble in safe country, how will you manage in the thickets by the Jordan?

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Posted : 17 Sep, 2025 08:12 AM

As for getting a wife:

Faint heart never won fair lady‼️‼️

It’s takes the willingness to humbly face rejection time and time again before a man may find a wife. But a man loses if he withers away after the first rejection.

If you wither after the first rejection 👉before you marry👈 how will you manage the rough and tussle that 👉will come with marital conflict⁉️⁉️

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Posted : 17 Sep, 2025 08:24 AM

As for getting a wife:

Faint heart never won fair lady‼️‼️

It’s takes the willingness to humbly face rejection time and time again before a man may find a wife. But a man loses if he withers away after the first rejection.

If you can’t get up the nerve to meet someone or if you wither after the first rejection (👉an apparent prerequisite for marriage👈) how will you manage the rough and tussle that will follow on the heals of marital conflict⁉️⁉️

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Posted : 17 Sep, 2025 08:26 AM

Nice verse -- Jeremiah 12:5

I think Morgan would like to go like Charlie Kirk.

Charlie Kirk fought the good fight. And he went fighting the good fight.

That is the way we all want to go.

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MorganEugeneTackett

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Posted : 17 Sep, 2025 09:21 PM

I’m sorry everyone. I know I shouldn’t say that I want to “take myself out”, but it’s hard not to feel that way when you have a certain family that hurts you and doesn’t care what happens to you. I even got to the point where I was questioning if God really loved me, but I should know better than to ask that. It’s this one person who I love and care about so much, just doesn’t seem to care about me. That is why I guess I resort to thinking about suicide, because then I could end up with Jesus, who does love me.

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Posted : 18 Sep, 2025 02:10 AM

I'm glad to see that you are still alive.

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Posted : 18 Sep, 2025 02:16 AM

I am hurt by others every day.

Johnny Cash wrote a song called "HURT'.

Before he died, singer/ songwriter Johnny Cash sang his song called "HURT". He felt betrayed by somethings, even by his success. Life will hurt you.

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Posted : 18 Sep, 2025 02:31 AM

You are not the only one to not feel loved.

You are not the only one to feel UNLOVED.

There are many who feel UNLOVED by God.

There isn't a day that goes by that I feel loved.

There isn't a day that goes by that I feel loved by God.

If God loves me, he will honor my prayers.

That is my logic.

I use scripture to read the love of God. I have to read it. I have to reason it. I have to take scripture for what it says. I don't feel God hugging me.

Only a few moments in life I have felt like I was being hugged by God.

Quite plainly, I don't understand God at all. Yet I can't get away from the scriptures or reading the Bible. It is etched in me. So, I ruminate upon the scriptures and ruminate on the matters of God. I think on it day and night. Life is repetitions. When times are good, be happy. When times are bad, consider this: God has made the one as well as the other. (Ecclesiastes)

Well, I wish you well in your journey, Morgan. It is a journey for all us. Jesus says to pick up our cross and follow him. The idea is that there is better on the other side for those that love him. Store those treasures in heaven. Love is better than gold.

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